vivi-redpepper

Today, I spent my day looking for some images...and I found them! The place where I study, USP (University of Sao Paulo), and the  streets of Sao Carlos, the city I live. Street art, natural art and people... I feel like I was saying good bye, but not yet! I have a little more time... I love street art, graffiti and today I could confirm it! I saw painted walls, beautiful street art! A phrase made me think about street art: "Art is not a crime"! I saw it written in a wall... and Yeah! Art is not a crime!!! I saw skate park in my city, it was so amazing...full of art! I had to take a lot of pictures! Some people were having fun, me too!

So much time waiting to find out something to make me hopeful and calm...finally I found it, papercraft. It's my REHAB. Better than it, it's my way to ignore the world, if someone ignores  me, I don't care about it. I have paper, printers, scissors, tweezers, glue and patience (a lot of it!). I love to draw, but I stopped drawing for while. I haven't had feelings about drawing. I've preferred cutting and gluing. Now I'm using the papercraft to keep my mind on the right way, I was out for a long time. I was lost. I don't care if nobody sees my models or cubeecraft, I just wanna do it! I wanna keep on my way, now the right one. Sometimes

It is my first journal entry...I was thinking about my life and what I want from it. Maybe one day, I'll discover what the life wants from me. Me...I want so much, I want more and more. I want to be happy, I want someone happy beside me. I want to keep on cutting and gluing, spending my evenings making art...watching art...listening to music. I want to keep on composing new songs, writing my texts (sometimes, poetries), expressing my sadness and my hope. Now, I know I can give up on a dream, but I can't give up on life...my life is mine, my way is my life, no matter what someone says, the life is one! Maybe we can have other, but not now